**Disclaimer: this is not a desperate cry for help. I'm not currently battling mental illness/depression. But, in full honesty, it is a part of my story, that I am working hard to not find shame in, but to be honest about, and hopefully help others find joy, hope and peace.**
In the middle of my darkest nights, I find myself in a place of wondering if anyone is actually better because I'm here. Do people really want me to be in their life? Could God even want me? When I'm surrounded by my shame, feeling completely unworthy, discarded, worthless... Where is God then? And do I really want to know the answer - because probably He is far far away. Because certainly He doesn't want to have anything to do with me, and can't be near me.
But hear the truth:
No matter your circumstance
No matter what you have done
No matter what you have left undone
No matter what you have said
No matter what has been said to you
No matter who has left you
No matter who has told you that you are unlovable - in words or in actions
You are wanted
God says: You're more than all your darkest moments, you are defined by what I see. You're my reflection, you're my treasure, you're my heartbeat, Oh, child, you belong to me.
We are defined by what He sees, not by what the world sees, not by our own misguided or misdirected visions of ourselves.
You are chosen. Not rejected.
He is with you, you're not abandoned.
You are remembered, not forgotten
Your reflection that you see - it is Him. He made you. And He wants you.
Let his love inside... He'll show you that you're wanted.
I was there the moment that it happened
But you couldn't see me through the pain
I caught every tear as they were falling
When you lost your heart that day
Yeah, you lost your heart that day
Now you only see through broken lenses
Trying to keep your head above the shame
You believe the lie that I am distant
But I hold you every day
Yeah, I hold you every day
If you could see it through my eyes
You'd know that you are wanted
You'd know that you are wanted
And if you'd let my love inside
I'll show you that you're wanted
I'll show you that you're wanted
You're more than all your darkest moments
You are defined by what I see
You're my reflection, you're my treasure, you're my heartbeat
Oh, child, you belong to me, ohh
'Cause if you would see it through my eyes
You'd know that you are wanted
You'd know that you are wanted
And if you'd let my love inside
I'll show you that you're wanted
I'll show you that you're wanted, oh
Not rejected, not unwelcome
You're wanted (You're wanted)
Oh, you're wanted (You're wanted)
Not abandoned, not forgotten
You're wanted
Oh, you're wanted
I'm right here in this moment
And I'm singing over you
Yeah, I'm singing over you, oh-oh
If you could see it through my eyes
You'd know that you are wanted (You are wanted)
You'd know that you are wanted
And if you'd let my love inside
I'll show you that you're wanted
I'll show you that you're wanted
Source: Musixmatch
Songwriters: Jess Cates / Bernie Herms / Daniel Gokey
Wanted lyrics © Xeva Music, Works By Pure Note Songs, Better Than I Found It Publ.
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