This weekend I was struck by a line towards the end of our sermon. Josh was preaching on a line from the Shema: All your Heart. Our sermon series this month is about being all in for God - focusing on a different part of the Shema each week as we lead up to Christmas. Josh drew a parallel saying that what we put into our heart becomes the story we tell - and talked about the story Mary tells about the birth (and life) of Jesus, as retold by Luke in chapter 2. How a lack of forgiveness leads to a bitterness and that will be reflected in our story. Instead of focusing on a cruel Roman government who forced her to go to Bethlehem while 9 months pregnant, or a mean inn keeper with no room she speaks of it as a fact - the census happened, and the inn keeper found room for her - in the stable. Josh urged us to be mindful of the story we tell, what we add to the story. We choose our response intentionally to fill our story with truth not tainted by bias. "The story you tell becomes the story you keep" - it's a good sermon... worth listening to.
As is normal for me, however, at the end of the sermon I found myself in lala-land, lost in a song. Weirdly it wasn't a worship song, but rather a song from the end of Hamilton. Who lives, who dies, who tells your story. Eliza sings the bulk of this song. If there is anyone in this show who I feel has reason to hold onto hurt, to withhold forgiveness, to be in a place that leads to bitterness it is Eliza. She is cheated on publicly by her husband. Her husband gives their son the guns to use in a duel that leads to their son’s death. And then her husband himself dies in a duel in much the same way. And yet...
I put myself back in the narrative
(Eliza)
I stop wasting time on tears
I live another 50 years
It's not enough (Eliza)
She doesn't hold onto the hurt or withhold forgiveness... she heeds the call, puts aside the hurt, deals with it, and isn't tainted by the bitterness. She tells the story:
And I started to think. We serve and love a God who came, who died, who has called us to tell His story. To champion those who fought by his side. We have the accounts of those interviewed. We have "thousands of pages" written by God's servants, to make sense of... to tell the story of a King who came, lived, died, and rose again. A story that we the living are left to tell.
Who lives who dies who tells your story...
We have been given the gift of our time on this earth. Every day is a day to live, to breathe, to tell His story. To speak out against slavery, to care for the orphans. To see His face in the faces of those around us.
And when you reach the end, what will you be most proud of? How will you tell His story? Are you filling your life with the right things to tell his story full of hope, love, peace - with your whole heart? Or are you filled with bitterness? How will people hear the story you tell?
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